I'm not sure if you got my other reply.  I just wanted to warn you that Maharaji is a fallible human being with many faults, like anyone else.  Jim Jones told his flock he gave each member their breath, and look what happened!  Breath comes from Sovereign Being, not any mortal like Maharaji!  I say this in love not hate.  I pray you will be able to break away from Maharaji's hold and let the Creator have all the praise for each breath.

Hussain