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Sunday July 8, 2007
12:04 PM
90 degrees outside (high 94 today)
It’s HOT! Today is considered a “cold front” at 90 degrees. The rest of the week is supposed to be in the 100’s. We have record breaking heat in Utah this summer, with temperatures at least 10 degrees above normal. We have wildfires burning throughout most of the state because of high temps, winds, and dry conditions. We had a low snow pack last winter.
I miss my dad. I made it through father’s day, thankfully. I felt him close all through the day, which helped. I had a melt down a few days ago thinking about my mom dying. That really scares me. She’s only 70 – she’s not old, but she’s not young, either. I talked with her about it, and she said she wants me to be happy when she dies, and not be sad. She said I can know I’ve taken good care of her, she loves me, we have a good relationship. I know I’ll see her again. But it’s a scary thought to think of not having her around.
I went to the doctor for my annual check up. I need to lose 20 pounds. My cholesterol is up. I need to watch what I eat. I need to stop drinking soda. She put me on Effexor for me depression and stress. I can already tell a difference. I am MUCH calmer. I am feeling myself getting back to normal.
I want to go to the ocean. I’ve never been. I want to see a lighthouse up close. |
